One
month with my host family, here in Brazil, and life is beginning to take
shape. I have experienced so much in
this short time, and I am extremely aware of how fast time is passing. It is a constant struggle between simply
enjoying the moment and striving to grow from the experience. Thankfully, I made specific decisions before
I came here and those decisions will help balance the outcome of this
adventure. This exchange has made
“decision making” a conscious part of my day.
Not just big decisions, but also the little stuff. I do not want to give any offense to my host
and I have standards to uphold for my home; so good decision making skills are
a very high priority. The problem is
that real life does not just step aside for priorities. In this post I will compare the effect of
time passing on an individual, revisit the original proposal from my first
post, describe my understanding of a conscious decision, tell you the best
advice I have found, and hopefully persuade you of the inherent value in making
conscious decisions.
There were sixteen months from
conception of the idea to study aboard until I boarded a plane in San
Antonio... The time involved in
application, competition, acceptance, and gaining legal authority would have
been full time work, however, daily life requires a lot of attention, and I had
many other concerns that I had spent a huge amount of time planning for. I kept striving for excellence in the
projects I was engaged in, while squeezing spare time to prepare for this
trip. Looking back, I can clearly see
the difference in the passage of time depending on my preparation for one
project versus the execution of another.
Planning is important, takes a lot of time, and is often hard to get a
grip on; especially large projects that are beyond your experiences. Execution feels like an emergency but should
be routine if the planning is done well.
Presently, here in Brazil, it is
more difficult because I am engaged in an event that is bigger than my
imagination could understand. Before my
departure, even during the acceptance process, I was consciously setting goals for
my year abroad. There are things I want
to understand, to prove, and to bring back home. Time will be the referee and I expect that
the best lessons will be those I came prepared to learn.
The experience itself is overwhelming, there
is always something new to see or do. I
know I am an Ambassador, but at a basic level I feel like an explorer. I am excited to meet new people, learn their
language, share their culture, and understand them on a personal level. It feels like there is no time to waste
recording the events; especially since, if I decline an opportunity, I may
never get another chance to share that encounter. Thankfully discipline prevails and logic says
no explorer is remembered in history who did not take time to record the events. I try to apply the great truth I learned last
year in leadership training, “On the first day of the year, the window of
opportunity to do great things that year has already begun to close.” I did prepare for this year, and I hit the
ground running. Time may be flying by in
the execution, but it drags again like a heavy weight in the preparation for
next year. Next year will also arrive
with surprise and fantastic adventures; but right now, this blog is an excellent
way for me to share an important part of my life, address sustainability for my
exchange year abroad, and hopefully be an inspiration for those looking for
tools that will help them excel.
Regardless of time’s relative
passage, depending on preparation or execution, there remains the question
about quantity of time. Some amount has
passed and some amount is left. Such a
short period for so much to happen, or so little left to enjoy. I can grieve or take advantage of the amazing
potential. Either way I look at time it
causes many strong emotions. But the
strongest is to go back to the beginning. I feel compelled to go back to the
rule, from my first post, of understanding the beginning of an endeavor. Depending on context, this could be; the root
of a problem, the goal of a project, or the meaning/reason for life. However you refer to it, it is the important
part that often gets lost in the noise of life.
Every day there are new places to go, people to meet, and friends to
hang out with. We are all new to each
other; they are interested in seeing my reactions and I am striving to
understand the punch line.
It is exciting, fast paced, and
totally exhilarating. But I have
responsibilities and those have to abide by certain priorities. Certainly immersing myself in this culture,
my host family, and learning to communicate are high priorities. Even my family, friends and community in the
U.S. are right up there at the top of my list.
But on the long term list of goals is self improvement so that I will be
better able to help others. And despite
how fast a thinker you may be, that does involve some quality quiet time and
reflection to separate the fun from the important. When you are 5,159.6 miles away from home,
your best hope for success is that your decisions or choices are sturdy ones
that were produced from a thorough understanding of the endeavor itself. Otherwise you will become easily sidetracked
and miss out on many opportunities available for learning/growing.
Decision making is an important
part of leadership. It is also a crucial
part of everyday life. Consciously
making decisions has the value of reducing long term negatives and increasing
the positives. I have been taught all my
life that every choice has pros and cons, and if I fully understand them, I
will probably make the better decision.
Many important decisions that I have been allowed to make also came with
the responsibility for the success or failure of that choice. Over time I have learned that considering
choices from a good explorer’s view of who, what, where, when, and how provides
a good starting point for future success.
The process is time consuming and your reaction may naturally be that it
is a waste of time. The consequences of
the decision may not appear to deserve so close attention. Sometimes we just have to learn “the hard
way.” But then again, life would be too
easy if we could accept certain facts as truth.
I also understand that when suggestions fail, proof will normally
succeed. So my proof is that if you pick
anything in life that is causing you trouble today, and work the situation
backward to its origin, you will find a choice.
Hind sights are always easier, but give it a try. Not every situation will result in a
different decision; those will give you the confidence to continue through the
hard stuff because the decision was good.
But, those that you recognize would have been different if you had known
the; who, what, where, when, and how should convince you that the time spent
preparing for a decision is worth the effort.
It is almost like having hind sight before the commitment is made.
Regardless of your preference for
analyzing decisions, beforehand or afterward; here is the best advice I have
found. Teenagers must take
responsibility for their decisions/choices.
They must understand why they made those decisions/choices. They must know what they want from those
decisions/choices. They must identify
who can help them, and they must be resolute that the “where” and “when” is
everywhere and always. It is always Showtime.
If not, they may find themselves not knowing how to move forward without
being pushed in the wrong direction, by an outside force. Thank you mom and
pappy and all of my amazing mentors out there who taught me how to find/follow
my own desires and then helped me refine them and gave me the tools I needed to
be who I am today. Every day I thank God that I am able to take on this
challenge, learn/grow from it, and hopefully share those valuable lessons in
the future.
As the first month of my exchange
passes into unforgettable memories, and my daily routine is beginning to become
routine; looking backwards is a natural habit.
How did I get here and where am I going?
The answers give me encouragement that I am on the right track, and
comfort that what I still cannot see ahead will be manageable. That is the real value of conscious
decisions.
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